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WALKING CONTRADICTION

by Lusi Austin

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1.
Verse One: Your breakfast cup is empty Coffee's dried on the side You left at seven-thirty you'll be home on Friday night Pre Chorus: And I count the hours that you're gone And I don't want to feel this but I feel alone Chorus: 'Cause we are as thick as thieves in this den of my heart Our love is in memories when we are apart Verse Two: Ruffled fears and feathers Nights are long without you near Bills demand my attention I wish they'd disappear Pre Chorus: And I count the hours that you're gone And I don't want to feel this but I feel alone Chorus: 'Cause we are as thick as thieves in this den of my heart Our love is in memories when we are apart Bridge: And I love the love that we share And I don't wanna be here if you are there (if you are there) Chorus: 'Cause we are as thick as thieves in this den of my heart Our love is in memories when we are apart
2.
Verse One: There was a time in my life when you said you'd do right by me and how could I be so blind? Packed your bags and showed you the door Don't you come 'round here no more trying your best to sweet talk to me Pre Chorus: Same old deal we fuss and fight and we say bad things all through the night Hug and hold we shackle our souls try to break free but it takes its toll Chorus: You stop railroading me you stop railroading me you stop railroading me Verse Two: Try to stop you in your tracks but somehow I'm getting trapped how did we end up here again? So you walk in through my door like you were the boss here once before You try to take control again Pre Chorus: Same old deal we fuss and fight and we say bad things all through the night Hug and hold we shackle our souls try to break free but it takes its toll Chorus: You stop railroading me you stop railroading me you stop railroading me Bridge: See this is where your line ends It don't go no further more I said this is where your line ends Get off the tracks I'm not coming back to be in the place where you lack the vision the decision to let me go (ooooh) Chorus: You stop railroading me you stop railroading me you stop railroading me
3.
Verse One: When I was just a kid the records would flip on an off on a Sunday afternoon yeah And the one thing I'd find to pass away time was listen to tunes of all different kinds Pre Chorus One: You got Dolly on one, Kenny on two, you gotta pump up the jam between the blues you got Roy on three, Lionel on four, you got Stevie and Whitney mixes galore Kamahl on five, six, seven, eight, Warren G gotta regulate all the styles I thought were great 'cause I Chorus: I'm a walking contraction (repeat) Verse Two: I was a straight A student no one would have guessed that I wouldn't send my own kids to school And I kinda feel out of place and people can't pick my race and back in Fiji they ask where I was born Pre Chorus Two: I go to church on one, a wine or two, you gotta listen to others and speak the truth you got a party on three, praying on four, quiet then loud and I'm out the door. Home on five, six, seven, eight, get up early and go to bed late all these things I think are great 'cause I Chorus: I'm a walking contraction (repeat) Bridge: You may think I'm mad that I'm just another weirdo I can't fit inside that box 'cause I... Chorus: I'm a walking contraction (repeat) Verse Three (fade out to record spinning) Listen to Lauryn, write some country, chill out to worship on a Saturday, keep Passover, ride up in a 'Stang Go quiet in nature then break out in singing at the top of my lungs 'cause I Chorus: I'm a walking contraction (repeat)
4.
Back in Town 04:30
Verse One: Now I'm sitting here in the back of your Holden driving in the middle of nowhere near Gundagau We've got music playing, we're talking and laughing on the dirty road near where the river runs dry Pre Chorus: Seems like yesterday's so far away now we were kids living it up big before we hit the big smoke Chorus: Summer's here and I'm back in town nothing's really changed Summer's here and I'm home again I love the city but I really love it here I'm back in town (repeat) Verse Two: Starry nights and tractor rides and jumping off the tyre swing on the river bend (on the river bend) The town's so brown from being so dry I wonder when this drought will end (when will it end?) Pre Chorus: Seems like yesterday's so far away now we were kids living it up big before we hit the big smoke Chorus: Summer's here and I'm back in town nothing's really changed Summer's here and I'm home again I love the city but I really love it here I'm back in town (repeat) Bridge: You can take the girl out of the country, into the city but it'll never leave her heart Yeah you can take the girl out of the country, into the city but it'll never leave her heart (yeah yeah yeah) Chorus: Summer's here and I'm back in town nothing's really changed Summer's here and I'm home again I love the city but I really love it here I'm back in town (repeat)
5.
So Far 03:01
*TRIGGER WARNING* THIS SONG DEALS WITH DEPRESSION AND SUICIDE Chorus: So far, so good So far, so gone So far, away So far, I feel done Verse One: The problems were there there ain't no denying but how much effort and how much trying went in to preserve this thing this gift, this life, this treasure untold? The pain and hurt goes forth, goes out, like a ripple effect the tensions will mount it's been real, it's been good, it's been real, dang good. Chorus: So far, so good So far, so gone So far, away So far, I feel done Verse Two: Been comin' a while writings on the wall no man is an island 'cause when he starts to fall, he break, he shake, he crack, he crumble, he tumble down into a hole So now I hold all these memories in my heart don't let me depart I hope you know it's been real, it's been good, it's been real, dang good Chorus: So far, so good So far, so gone So far, away So far, I feel done Verse Three (distant) So here i find myself with this expression battling away depression it tries to pull me into the wave underneath and force me into the cavernous deep Bridge: Don't let me be done (repeat) *A note from Lusi: If you are struggling with suicidal thoughts/depression, please contact Beyond Blue by calling 1300224636. Please know you are not alone and there are people around to help.
6.
Let You Fly 03:47
Verse One: I'm gonna let you go I'm gonna let you fly I'm gonna let you soar I'm gonna say goodbye Chorus One: Although you see my tears fall we both know it's time I'm gonna let you go I'm gonna let you fly Verse Two: I'm gonna let you fall I'm gonna hope and pray I'm gonna hold the door let you find your way Chorus Two: Although you walk away now we both know it's time I'm gonna let you go I'm gonna let you fly Bridge: Fly, Fly high (repeat) Verse Three: I'm gonna let you know I'm gonna love you from here I'm gonna let you try I'm gonna let you disappear Chorus Three: Although you walk away now and before I change your mind I'm gonna let you go I'm gonna let you fly I'm gonna let you go I'm gonna let you fly

about

Walking Contradiction is Lusi’s first solo studio EP. The songs are a collection of stories based on universal experiences of our shared humanity: love, nostalgia, loneliness, letting go, overcoming and relinquishing control. Some of the songs are based on Lusi’s own experiences and some are from stories gathered from others around her. All were written by Lusi in stolen moments of quiet in her otherwise busy home-life: a chorus of rhythms of daily life as a wife to one and a mother of five.

Lusi believes there is beauty to behold and tales to be told of the mundane moments of life and relationship. The stories, the lyricism and the musicality of each song are the most important parts for Lusi rather than trying to manipulate them stylistically for the sake of fitting into one particular genre. As such you could say she writes in an eclectic way which in and of itself can seem like a walking contradiction.

Lusi thanks EVERYONE who made this album possible. Love and gratitude to you all xx

** Please note that there is a trigger warning for the song 'So Far' as it deals with depression and suicide. Please contact 1300 22 4636

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released March 16, 2020

All songs written by : Lusi Austin
Vocals (lead and harmonies) and Guitar: Lusi Austin
Bass, Drums & Percussion: Craig Honeysett

Produced, Mixed and Mastered by Craig Honeysett at Dotted Eight Studio, Orange NSW
All rights reserved 2020

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Lusi Austin NSW, Australia

Lusi Austin is a singer-songwriter based in the Central West of NSW. EP ‘Walking Contradiction’ due OUT NOW.

Lusi thanks all who have helped her in this journey: family, friends, supporters of her music, Craig for his work in the studio, Brett her bestie and husband and their 5 children for their patience, support and love and endless gratitude to her Maker for His gifts.
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